Sunday, March 7, 2010
Gone.
Weeks had passed.
Too many things happened.
Everyone, everything is all everywhere.
No directions; no instructions.
Blindly knocking here and there.
Bruises all over.
No living enthusiasm.
Monday, February 15, 2010
CNY
There's no CNY mood at all.
I totally cant sense it.
Nvm since i cant celebrate also.
I witnessed it.
His departure is the end of everything.
The united-ness that we once used to have.
The laughters that we once used to have.
It is truly a bad hit on the family.
The bonding will never be there anymore.
Today everything just appeared in a cold way.
The warmth that used to be aren't around any more.
Everywhere is cold and heartless.
Is really heart piercing to witness that.
I WANT YOU BOTH BCK!!
I MISS YOU BOTH BADLY!!!
WE ALL MISS YOU BOTH BADLY!!!
Definitely i know is impossible.
The family that we once had is now cold and soon it will be got.!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!
Beyond salvage, there's nothing that can be done.
:'(
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Bye.
Bye.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
The clock is ticking
I guess is time i stop every single thing.
Since i witnessed the difference, why should i cont to feel.
I really don understand myself.
It has always been so obvious just that i blinded myself out.
I choose not to face it.
Now, reality speaks.
I'm tired.
No more continuation.
Just a full stop to end it all.
I wont speak a single word anymore.
Hurt myself is still better than hurting other.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
It came.
I'm just too tired to think of things now.
Too many things to deal with.
Everything is piling up.
I've no time.
It still remained in my mind.
I cant take it out.
Maybe i should just forget about it but it seems pretty hard and harsh.
I shall just let things go on and not ask a single question.
I need to focus on my work before it really get humongous.
I need to !!!!!!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Have i done the right thing??
It came upon, i followed suit.
I wonder if i have done the right thing?
Reading that book, it opened my mind.
I thought differently about things.
Changed my perception.
Nevertheless, it still dropped upon.
No rantings, no nagging.
I just do as said.
Initially i din feel the pain.
Slowly the pain came by.
My heart shattered, i teared.
I know this day will arrive.
Maybe it came at the right time?
Short tern pain equals to long term gain.
I really hope it will do her good.
Idk if i will do me good?
But seeing her good, i will be good?
Take care.
Live life to the fullest.
God bless.
Loves!.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Tuition.
2 thoughts came across me. 1st$50/month. 4 times/month.2 hrs/session.1 to 1 tuition @ student house.2ndOne month one timeMass tuition FOC.Choice one or choice two better??
