Monday, October 27, 2008
Apologies!!!!!! esp to my PW mates
Im supposed to be in sch nw!! but im not. Im actually at home blogging! Really sorry!! I cant bring myself to sch today as i really cannot control my emotions! I don mean to miss any pw meetings as itz the final lap!
Today's the discharge for him! but it doesnt mean tt he's alright. Was supposed to be discharged ytd BUT there's complication that prevented it. Nw tt's he's discharged, he's still unconscious! In other words, itz home treatment as they felt that staying at home will be a better choice for him. He was sent home at 10am by the ambulance. Having to witness him in such a state, i doubt i can control my feelings and emotions as random tots started appearing in my mind!!!
NW that u're home! can u pls give ur promise that no matter wad obstacles u're facing nw, pls pls pls pull urself thru it as u really mean alot to the entire family!! Since the day u're in tis state, sis nv stop tearing! I don thk u wil wan to see her in such a state! SO pls!!! I beg u!!!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Heartbroken =((
Dunno wad happened to him but he juz gotten me frightened!!! Itz also becos of him that i din get my slp but i don blame him!!! He's actually suffering more than me!! So wad for i complain! Having see him in such a state, couldnt resist but me and my sister started crying as we really don wann to lost him! Spent my time in the hospital thru'out the night! Reached home only at 8am! Sorry to my PW grp! actually we planned to meet at 6.50 - 7am in sch, but i din make it and nv inform u guys beforehand. =ccc Apologies!!! Reason cos i forgotten to bring my hp out and i couldnt rmb any of ur no.
I had to rushed to sch by 9.30am to sign for WR. If not becos of tis, i would rather stay at home and slp as i really needed it. When i reached sch, many look at me and asked if im ok. Actually i wasnt but i juz told em "yup!im fine!". It not becos i don wann to let u know my feeling! itz juz tt i din wann my feelings to affect u ppl! every1's busy with the final editing of WR, so i rather not bother u ppl! BUT ANW, THANKS FOR THE CONCERN!!! APPRECIATED IT ALOT =DDD
CAN U PLS HANG ON DERE AND NOT LET GO! WE CAN SENSE UR WILLINGNESS TO PULL THRU'!!! WE BADLY WANN U BACK!!!!!!!
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Saturday, October 25, 2008
2 consecutive weeks!!
14th oct -- busy preparing for OP presentation to external vendors! gotten to know tt we had to attend the workshp on fri 17/10, my grp was rushing for the OP slides!! On thurs, went over to carene's hse to get the OP slides done. We rushed till abt 10+ when most of us alr started stoning in front of the com. Couldnt take it and we decided to go hme. Cabbed home wif joc cos too lazy to take mrt =xxx Reached home. Rushed out wif the OP slides and i slept onli ard 2 hrs? lol.
On the day of OP, aft it was done, i rushed home and SLEEP!!!! imagine how tired i can be =xx haiz.=xxx
20th oct -- another busy week. was busy preparing and rushing thru' the Written Report which is due for submission on fri (24/10). This was the wk tt i stayed back for night study to get the report done. It was also a wk tt i reached home late almost everyday. On thurs, it seems so happening. Aft MT lessons, almost the entire cls stayed back in sch for PW to get the WR done. All the 5 grps were in the canteen sitting tgt. ITZ THE 1ST TIME TO SEE THE ENTIRE CLS 'GATHERING' TGT!! was rather heartwarming. In the midst of rushing thru' with WR, we chatted and joked ard wif each other as all the faces were all turning black. (feeling stress =xxx) We stayed for the entire night study till we were being chased out by the teachers =xx On th way to the bus stop leaving sch, we staying talk crap as everyone's feeling tired.
Home.
Rushed out wif the floorplan of the maze to be submitted with the WR. Did editing of the ads. Once done, tot of slpg but sth happened and it taken my chance of slpg gone!!! =XXXXX
MY TWO CONSECUTIVE BUSY WEEKS SPENT WITH A BLINK!!! TIME REALLY FLIES!!!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Overly calm = emotionally unstable
Today is a horrendous day. Got to know the promotion status. when i gotten to know the status, my reaction was overly calm. Itz either the shock or i was alr mentally prepared. Itz always fake to say that i don mind, actually deep down, it matters alot. Many in my class were promoted. Congrats to u guys! Work hard for ur As! Was resisting from tearing but the atmosphere in my cls make it worst =xx couldnt control and i walk out of cls. Eventually, i started tearing outside along the corridor. Comfort and consoles were given. Thanks pple for being by my side den =D Really appreciated it. Cooled down. Enter cls. Happened to witness that Naz was havg fit so went to help out. Nw tt she's fine, hope she take good care of herself. Followed on, went for geog lesson. She looked me in the eyes wanting to knw the results but the feeling really make me feel like crying again but i managed to control =x Thou itz not, but yea, tt the only way. Talked to her and i felt much better. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED U!!!
To stay or to leave??? could any1 enlighten me?? feeling rather bothered abt it =xx having damn damn damn damn bad headache also =xxx
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Discreet post
Why is it a must for everyone to go tgt in one bus?? cant pple juz got dere on their own?? itz not the first time we're having occasion dere so no one shld be lost!!! It juz simply dumbfold me when i got to know it from my mum tt we're gg to take a bus booked on the 19th oct to the Singapore Cruise Center for my cousin's wedding. I started thking wad if we don follow suit?, will there be talking behind our back??? Itz not lyk thre is no means of transport to that particular location!!! Was the idea from her??? If it is, i guarantee tt im gg to make a big hoo-ha over it rather den letting the matter rest!!!! She take the chance to command and order others. Wann pple to wait for her and NEVER allow pple to be late while she can be late for more than 1 hr! wad is this!!!! i totally don understand and i also cant get the point on how my mum could actually tolerate tis sister of hers. if its me, i thk i will mute her to make my life easier. Her mouth is the foul that had resulted in many hating her!!!!! Wondering if the same incident tt happened 3 yrs ago would happened again??? Thou i really detest her family lyk hell lots!! but lets hope that history doesnt repeat itself otherwise we'll get all the blaming. the 'WE' refers to al of the relatives that are linked to her and taking the same transport as her to the location!!! if it really does, i will make sure she don get the chance to speak!!! she better watch out before anythg happens!! A msg to the stalkers from her family: "care to share all u wann with all the other relatives and tell em how bad i can be to badmouth behind ur back. Go ahead and complain that i got the guts to scold and warn 'my aunt' if anythg goes wrong. I doubt u dere to confront me, but if u do, come str to me!! don talk behind me back as that wad cowards do. WIll be waiting for ur actions if u dere to.
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Exaggerating ????
When sch late today cos din wann to attend the earlier lesson. Reached for PW and H1 lesson from 12 to 4.45pm. haha. During PW, was sort of bored and started to play with my lappy's camera function. Today's the 1st day i brought my lappy to sch and becos of this, sooo many pple gathered ard me juz to look at my laptop. wth lah =xxx lyk nv see before siaz =xx felt so weird. haiz. Nvm! Forget abt all those weirdos!!! Noris had fun playing with the camera function!!! The photo u see is her enjoying it during the boring session. wahahaha!!!
So that's how we managed to get thru' the boring 1 hr plus!!! Imagine us w/o lappy, the time is gonna be damn damn bored =xxx lol. so much for the 1st return post aft gg MIA for so long!!! lol. gonna get on with PW again!! Bye!! &&& Good nighT every1 =DDD
