Tuesday, January 26, 2010
The clock is ticking
I guess is time i stop every single thing.
Since i witnessed the difference, why should i cont to feel.
I really don understand myself.
It has always been so obvious just that i blinded myself out.
I choose not to face it.
Now, reality speaks.
I'm tired.
No more continuation.
Just a full stop to end it all.
I wont speak a single word anymore.
Hurt myself is still better than hurting other.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
It came.
I'm just too tired to think of things now.
Too many things to deal with.
Everything is piling up.
I've no time.
It still remained in my mind.
I cant take it out.
Maybe i should just forget about it but it seems pretty hard and harsh.
I shall just let things go on and not ask a single question.
I need to focus on my work before it really get humongous.
I need to !!!!!!
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Have i done the right thing??
It came upon, i followed suit.
I wonder if i have done the right thing?
Reading that book, it opened my mind.
I thought differently about things.
Changed my perception.
Nevertheless, it still dropped upon.
No rantings, no nagging.
I just do as said.
Initially i din feel the pain.
Slowly the pain came by.
My heart shattered, i teared.
I know this day will arrive.
Maybe it came at the right time?
Short tern pain equals to long term gain.
I really hope it will do her good.
Idk if i will do me good?
But seeing her good, i will be good?
Take care.
Live life to the fullest.
God bless.
Loves!.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Tuition.
2 thoughts came across me. 1st$50/month. 4 times/month.2 hrs/session.1 to 1 tuition @ student house.2ndOne month one timeMass tuition FOC.Choice one or choice two better??
Friday, January 8, 2010
Worth it??
Thoughts came by, i was muffled.
It kept me distracted but at the same time thinking.
Izzit really worth??
I don sense the worth in it.
Worthless so to speak.
Perhaps i'm thinking too much?
I have no idea.
I just know, being a bother to people is the worst thing ever.
Am i one?
I know i am!
Am i worth??
I don think so.
Should i ??
I really dk.
All i know is, i cant bring myself to it.
Arghhh!!!
Can someone give the path to actions??!!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Lost Then Found
Empty glasses on tables, echoes fill these rooms
The memories go where we go,
There like the suitcase that you never lose
If the good lords eyes upon me
I swear to make things right
Whatever we lost, i know we can find
Why do we say things we can’t take back
Why do we miss what we never had
Both of us fell to the ground
The love was so lost, it couldn’t be found
Why do you tend to forget whose vain
I’m tired of crying out at the sound of your name
Why don’t we turn this around, love ain't the enemy
Don’t you want to be lost then found
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Silence.
Should i??
The idiotic fellow that creates havoc in people's life.
I detest it!
I loathes it!!
Because i'm the disaster!!
I shall just keep quiet.
