Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Wondering and pondering
It kept me thking aft u left. Why muz the problem alwaes start from u?? It seems to me that u're too free. Everytime w/o fail, when there's a problem, u'll be the main culprit!! Can u juz simply get lost and stop irritating all of us??? To speak the truth thou itz gonna to be extremely hurting but i'm still gonna make things clear!! U're juz soo not accepted!! Believe it or not. Itz ur choice. Not onli me but outsiders also realised, creating problems is juz ur specialised area!!! Onli few hours ago that one prob was solved and here come another all cos of u!!!!! Is it that u've too much time to spare that u've to go ard creating troubles for pple when every1 doesnt even have enough time for their own stuff!!! If it is, i thk u jolly well get lost. Otherwise u better stay furhter away from me!!!!! Thou i don bite, but to u, things will be soo sooo ssooooo different!!! I cant anticipate wad i will do. If u stil choose to carry on, believe me!!! UR TIME IS UP!! ITZ TIME FOR U TO GET LOST!!! Thou i may be disrespectful as u're my elder BUT since no one dare to do anythg, den i shall take the lead and u'll see the other side of mine!! DON BE SURPRISED OR SHOCK!! A pt to note, pls don use my mum as a shield!! IT WUN HELP!!! TRY ME & U'LL KNOW!! Provided u are able to please every1, otherwise fat hope of wishing to be forgiven!!
Monday, July 28, 2008
Royce' =DD
OMG!!! Am indulging myself wif the choc tt my frenz bought back from japan!! Itz the nama choc and amazingly, i realised that Vivian loves choc and same as those i like lah!! Oh my gawh!! =DD
The choc is damn damn nice lah. The moment u place it into ur mouth, no matter how hard it is, it will melt. U do not have to bite it or wadeva. And the best thing is that itz dark choc!! MY FAV =DDD I thk choc can juz push away all the troubles and worries in my mind =))
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Black Knights =DD
The show was fantastically awesome!!! Simply love it =DD
Cotton wool submerge =XXX
How serious could the problem be?? Even outsiders can sense the problem arising =XX Izzit really tt observe to this extent?? Solving it requires time and TIME IS THE FACTOR!! All got to really sit down and talk things out otherwise it will still persist on =// Is there any form of misunderstanding that had happened?? If yes, pls say it out! Dragging it will not do any good to any of us. All it does is to rub salt onto the wound making it even painful and unbearable. Pray hard that we can get tis over asap and continue back to our old selves.
Discussions had. I realised that pple changed over time and amazingly, they may not know where they are heading towards and itz scary =// Many times, i feel that things that can be easily solve are drag over a veri long period of time =xx It hurts. It really does. I'm feeling the pain inside. Itz jus that i don wish to hurt any1 or spoil the mood at the wrong timing. Therefore, i choose to keep things to myself =xx Though there's a limit for everything, it just seems that some pple dunno the limit and will carry on w/o knowing that ppl ard are actually suffering =xx
The cotton wool cant absorb anymore!! Itz submerge!!! Water will soon overflow the small little container that the cotton wool is placed in. Itz up to the brim of the container. SOon, the water will drip to the floor =xxxx
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Speechless
Black Knights performance!! It was awesome!! The performance came twice but the 2nd time wasnt veri good for video-ing due to the cloudy sky =xxx Anw, i stil manage to take some videos and peektures =DD
After the performance, i went dinner wif val, yusra, yt and shin mun @ Marina Square FC. Yusra and yt cant stop laughing. They cant stare at each other for more than 5 secs. They will juz burst into laughter.
scary pple =xx Val, Shin Mun and me were..... Shant elab. waahahaha. Den we had 2 grps of conversation gg on. Yusra and yt were discussing abt GMSS and me, shin and val were discussing abt QSS. All were abt guiding stuff. This is soo becos guiding is the thing that bonded all of us tgt lyk a big family =DDD w/o guiding, i cant imagine how my life would be like. =// Stayed till ard 9+ and itz getting late. The gals headed home 1st while me, val and yusra went to the grass patch outside marina square and carried on wif our 'gossip'? all the way till 10.30pm. Cos was waiting for my bro to pick me up, but he cant make it. So i cabbed home and sent val and yusra to kallang mrt =D Anw, it was seriously a nice day out wif u pple =DD thou i wasnt feeling veri happy at tt time, but chatting wif u pple really make me feel better =DD THANKS ALL =))
Friday, July 25, 2008
Wonderful Friday =DD
Thou the day started in the 'wrong' way, but the later part of the day actually make my day. Went to school to collect report slip and i realised my results sucks like hell =xxx My mum asked me y my results flunked soo badly!! Den i started reckoning, how bad could the results be siaz. Though i got to admit tt i'm much lousier than the common test, but itz stil acceptable. I also dunno wad she thking lah. All i know is she demand more from me thann my brother =/ I shall stop nagging abt it anymore since itz over =D
Anw, on a lighter note, the gals make my day!! I actually visited GM Guides for their mtg and went over to Broadrick wif Junie =D Great entertainment from the guides in GM. Thou i was juz dere for a few hours, they actually listen to ppl's advice. Few of the NDP gals are holding the appointment in the GM guides company. I observed the way they lead and gave advice along the way. I thk it did help to a certain extent?? Hope the gals actually listen to the few of them and tgt as a COY achieve greater heights. I believe u're capable of it. =DD
*Pondering* Shld me and junie go touring??
Brd. Thou things seems to be messy, itz veri obvious that the I/Cs are actually putting in effort to organise and plan out the whole event. However, w/o every1's cooperation, things may not work out as it seems to be. So pple, try hard and don give up. We are here to give advice, help and support for u. If you thk tt there's a nd, find us den =D I believe no one will push you pple away.
A note to all, being a little more aggressive in leading would help u pple alot. Thou it may not be nice, at least itz a time to be serious when having mtg. Due to the fact tt u juz gotten ur appointment this yr, if help is required, i'll be dere =DD
Pls Pls Pls Pls do not over-stress urself!! We are thre for u =DD
Labels: small little surprise make ur day
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Sooooo Sad =((((
Omg!!! There is no NDP Trg on sat!! I'm soooo gonna miss the guides =xxxx POC informed me abt the training details =)) (1644hrs) Evan's msg came informing me that the rehearsal on sat is cancelled (1651hrs). Was somewad saddened by the msg as getting to know that there's no trg, itz sooo gona be weird =xX Called Junie and asked if she's aware that the training on sat is being cancelled. However, she wasn't and i thk i'm the very 1st person to get the info!! Haiz!! =((( Dunno how to continue the post lehz!! lol.
Anw on the brighter note, thou thre's not gg to be mtg on sat, i'm still gg to meet the YAs and perhaps some of the guides =)) So yea, itz stil a chance for me to get high and crazy again =)) Oh yea!! I'm havg a surprise for the guides =DD Shant talk anymore abt it!! Otherwise i have a veri big tendency to blurt it out accidentally!! and it would not be a surprise anymore =xx Shall keep my tongue tight.
Gawh!!!! Itz like only 16 more days to NDP '08 and we are gg to depart?? NEVER!!! The feeling will definitely be unbearable =(( Shall treasure the rest of the time that we actually get to work and play tgt otherwise the chance will be gone within a blink. Haiz!!
My post sounds emo and sad and i seriously am!!! Cos itz lyk u just get to know the gals, and itz ending soon?? Oh mine! i simply cant believe it!!!!!! NEVERMIND!! I SHALL TELL MYSELF TO THINK POSITIVE!! Even aft NDP, we'll stil have a chance to meet! As long as every1 make it an effort to gather, it will be a success one!!
Labels: Can the time juz pause at time veri moment
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Thank You!!! =DD
Had this little chat wif tis gal. She's a sweet and pretty gal. Talking to her, i feel veri happy and relax. Were crapping thru' the conversation and got to know some things =xx We exchanged gossips. I thk she's the only one that truly know me as compared to the rest.
Anw, am really emo-ing my way thru in sch today =xxx Was fortunate enuf to have tis gal wif me. hehehehe =)) Gal, i'll be 24/7 on for u if there's a need to. Time doesnt matter!! So pls don hesitate =)) Pls take carez and have enuf rest.
Well, though itz kinda obvious that i do show favouritism occasionally, i still prioritize everyone's well being =D So not worries!! Everyone matters to me =DD
swt little actions that actually filled me up wid warm =)) Thnks!!
Monday, July 21, 2008
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Oh man!! I'm suffocating!! Don ask me why, cos i wouldn't blurt out a single word! I seems like i'm the only one who's aware of the whole situation and yet itz still not solved when itz supposed to be =//// I cant do anythg but to wait. Though it doesnt concern me at all but i'm stress up by the freaking issue!!!
Knowing too many things doesn't do you anything good!!! All it does is to bring stress and other nitty gitty issues to u instead of happiness. Seriously, i'm awaiting for the day to come cos i really cant take it anymore!! It seems lyk itz up to the brim wif only less than 10% of space left for storage before the eruptions takes place!! =xxxxx
I seems to be a cotton wool absorbing in all the water being poured over it. Itz becos i don turn pple away, but it doesnt mean that i've to suffered =xxx Can i juz be outcast for this instance?? Please give me a break from all the 'nonsense'. The cotton wool is sink in water alr!! Itz flooding =xxxxx
sth is veri veri veri veri wrong wif me =xxxxxxxxx
Late Night Conference =DD
OMG!!! Itz seriously telepathy ba!(or mayb coincidence??) had this late night conference wif junie, val and sk!! Though through out the whole conference, itz all abt NDP stuff, we actually entertained ourselves in the conference =DD OUR BLOG IS BEING SPAMMED!!! *furious* thou itz lyk onli one spam, but our gals got freaked out wif it. Anw, to the spammer ==> since u thk guides ****, den for wad did you even bother to visit the blog? NO LINK!!!!
Ok! So much for the spamming part and back to the conference. We were actually thkng of cheers for the guides and YAs. End up, we've created a few cute and somewad weird cheers =D And i came to realised that val is veri random and funny at night!!! She actually hyper up the mood inside conference when all the four of us juz simply stoning =// Discussed many thngs that we actually nd to settle for ndp and we realised, there's this sth tt is actually affecting us!! =XX (shant say wad izzit).
Conference ended at 3.25am =xx I went into deep slp immed aft i hanged up the phone!! I overslpt this morning =xx OMG!! haiz =//
(can onli blame myself for tt =xx) but mum din wann me to go sch as she thks tt im sick!! but seriously i'm!! So don thk i pon tan horx. lol. And tt's the reason y i'm blogging nw =DD
Labels: apple makes me smile =DD
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Peektures =DD
Media Brief 2 (photo taken long ago but juz upload =xx)
NDP '08 GG contingent! i simply love em!! =DD
jm & me!! the CCs for NDP GG Contingent.Saturday, July 19, 2008
NDP Trg 19/07
Training ytd when on smoothly!!! All the gals had done a wonderful job!! =DD Anw, some misunderstanding actually happened =XX shan't mention abt it, but itz juz unbearable for us!!! Itz like wth!! even ppl wif crabs also do the same things tgt wif those tt don?? Unbelievable!! Nv set examples for those w/o crabs and followed suit instead !! NO ORIGINALITY AS WELL!!!
Anw, on a lighter note, the gals were stuffed wif lots of food ytd!! And for 'dinner', itz Pizza Hut was served and a veri pleasing smile could be seen on every1's face!! they are all sicked of KFC and kept complaining. Upon knowing tt itz pizza hut, they cheered!!! Aft tt, itz the agar agar tt i've make for em and following on was cake cutting for the july babies. Mrs Tang (poc), Hui Ting (SNG), Theresa (BRD). Happy Belated Birthday to u pple!!
The guides were cheering all the way when they reached the holding area =DD Their screams could actually tear down the building!! (itz veri loud and sharp =sss)
I've actually received something veri swt and touching from some1 =DD Thnks gal!! U take carez too yea =DD
Anw, soo much for the updates!! Lets all forget wad has actually happened and rmb all the good memories!! =DD Don waste ur brain cells on those nonsense =//
p.s.: pls set good examples b4 'challenging' openly wif others!!
the apple tt warmed my heart =DDD
Labels: the swt concern deeply warmed my heart=DD
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
New Discoveries????
My msn and friendster are filled wif NDP'08 guides contact. I happened to be randomly chatting wif a few of em every nw and den. They are actually veri nice gals to talk to!! Talking to em, i feel much more relaz (distress??)!! (don ask me why, it jus happened =///) They can send u the 'msg' that one shld live life to the fullest instead of under all the stress of the daily routine work. Somehow i realised tt the gals this yr seems to be much more hyper =DD (which is a good sign). Chatting wif em can last hrs cos we jus simply crap our way thru. a form of entertainment for ourself?? thou pple may think tt itz silly, to me or maybe the gals, itz actually a bonding time =DDD
Anw, will be making jellies for the gals!! Hope they like it =)
From SK :" this yr ndp gals are being pampered by you and jiemin"
Reply by me:" NOT PAMPER! cos there's a time to play, there's a time to be serious! So jus enjoy the time when we are 'playing' or ' entertaining' ourselves" =DDD
So much of the 'discoveries'???
I JUZ SIMPLY LOVE NDP'08 GG CONTINGENT =DD
GGS ROCKS =DDDD
(itz veri random =///)
Well Done!!!
Btv 1st COY actually won the 2nd for gadget making =DDD Good Job Gals!!! Glad to hear this!! At least my effort of rushing back to teach u all are paid off. Itz really pleasing to hear this as u feel a sense of achievement =DD Strive for the better in future yeah =DDD All the best. =)
Saturday, July 12, 2008
WTH!!!!
On Mrt ytd aft NDP trg, there's this idiotic guy who's lyk damn irritating?, weird?, pervertic? or wadeva u wann to name it as!!!! Thou he's talll, but he fatt wif a big belly!!!! (instead of a built up body) =SSSSS Aft jm left at CCK stop for the bus, i was alone in the mrt stoning waitng it to reach BB. Thre came this irritating person!! I was actually replying SMSes, and he's lyk standing in front of me facing the door, he started peeping at my msgs and i'm so damnn irritated!!! I turned away and he followed. GOT DAMN PISSED by him!!!! BB stop --> i alighted and he trailed behind me!! my bro was supposed to fetch me at the mrt station, but he ask me to go to the carpark cos he when to buy things. Since the road were lyk so bright, so i tot i shldn't be a prob. I headed to cp and felt tt there's some1 behind me. I didnt dare to turn thou i wanted to. It scary!! So i just took out my phone and randomly call pple =XXX
(to those tt i've called : sooo sry if i actually disturbed u =XXX) Thou itz over, i can still sense the chill down my spine!! eeeewwwwww =///
NDP Trg 12/07
Ytd's trg when pretty smoothly!!! All the guides were high and there seems to be greater bonding between them. Itz actually veri pleasing to see tt =DDD The parade and truncated run were all done w/o any1 falling out!!!
Great job done gal!!!!! I'm proud wif ur level of endurance!!!! =DDD Keep it hard and we'll strive till the actual day =DDDSad to say, i was down wif a veri bad headache ytd tt i ALMOST black out the parade *lucky i din* =DDD May be becos of the POC, Sirs as well as the guides tt i pulled thru the NE2. If i really were to drop, the guides morale will drop deeply and being easily disturbed =// (which may be quite scary) SO YEAH!!! Becos of em, I DID IT =DDDDD THANKS GALS!!!
itz all so random and i seems to be self-praising =XX but nvm, was had pass is alr the past, so lets not let the history repeatss =DDD
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Sch starts
Itz the official day aft 2 wks of exams that sch starts for me!! When sch in a dready manner (still in hols mood, cant blame!!!). Lessons when as per normal. Slpt thru most of the lessons like wad many others did. Results??!! Oh man, i pass my CL =DD and flunk my chemistry =XXXX
(my cls no pple pass chem =XXXX) So much for the 1st day of sch, which is lyk boring to me. hahahha.Security pass email has been sent alr!! Pray hard tt person reply to junie!! Otherwise i thk there a serious problem wif the person's email =XXXX Anw, jus got to know tt Hawa is sick!! Hope she gets better and back to her cheerful self!!!
Labels: itz simply meaningless and stupid
Sunday, July 6, 2008
Randomness
Omg!!! Seriously i thk i'm having insomia!!! Cos i went like twice and end up, i din slp at all!! Wth is tis lah!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Anw, i thk there's seems to be sth wrong wif jm today. I simply cant understand her reply. itz like random replies that she's giving and itz making me blur!!! lol... Today seems to be a day of havoc!!
(not me creating havoc, but pple ard me are).jm --> thanks for the concern!! my flu is gone and i'm fine nw =DDDD don worry!! wun let u enter the parade tis cumg sat!! otherwise i don thk itz fair to u!! =DDLabels: thanks for clearing e doubts *appreciated* =DD
Unbelievable
I cant believe it man!!! I'm actually ignorant of my grandpa's hospitalization. Wth is this lah!!! When my cousin was asking me whre i am, and asked if i'm gg to the hospital, i was lyk..... i go hospital for wad!!! Onli today ard 11 plus den i got to knw tt he's hospitalized when he's like hospitalized since fri night!!! Wad a useless grand daughter am i!!! haiz!! =(\
I'm awake for my nap!! and itz lyk i'm down wif flu!!! OMG!!!!! How sickly can i actually become!!! I'm soooo gonna get well no matter wad!!! Itz my turn for the truncated full run on sat for NDP as jm when for both last sat. I'm not gg to let her into the parade tis sat =XX (so bad??) Itz due to some reasons that cant be reveal, so yeah =D
Anw on sat, me and jm will be back spying on GOH =DDD Lets pray that i get well and better by thurs =))
Worst day that i've came across =XXX
NDP trg ytd, it seems lyk many things when wrong =XXX We were supposed to get our security pass but end up we didnt. Some of us were quite pissed. Nevertheless, we still enjoyed ourselves when we are at suntec while the rest were down for the truncated run =DD. Weather was fine and all guides endured pass the truncated and full run for NE show 1. Well done gals =DDD
Debrief backk at HQ seems terrible!!! Gals got some 'downdressing' by the YAs, and i thk i am the one who scolded em using a veri fierce tone!!!! OMG!!! Couldn't believe that valerie was actually shock when i scolded em. However, some misunderstanding still happened!! I hope time will help solve the prob (if possible)?
No matter wad happened, it has passed alr. So let's all hope for the better nxt wk!!! To those guides if u happened to bump into this blog: "You've done a good job!! Take Carez and Rest Well!! Cya on sat again =DDD"
the darkest secret don seems to be dark anymore.
Friday, July 4, 2008
Something's wrong
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! I thk sth is seriously wrong in me!!!! Slept for like 2 hrs and i woke up feeling super awake??!! Itz like i've been yearning for long hours of slp since the exams started. Nw, itz like sooo different. I cant slp at alll... Anw, was forcing myself to get back to bed ard 5am this morning but it didnt work. =((( Wondering if i'm suffering from insomia??? Lol.
Tmr's sat again, which means itz time for NDP trg. I thk tis wk is gonna be soo different. It's the 1st NE show and we are trying to escape from pple. WTH!!!! Which means we are trying to push the actual parade to each other. hahahaha. No matter wad, we are aware tt there's a time to play, there's also a time to get on wif serious work. After all, we'll stil get serious and work =DDDD
Labels: can u just leave me alone =XX
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Apologies!!!
Junie!!! This is to u if u happened to read my blog!!!
Sooo sorry for changing away the blogskin that u've helped me to change earlier on. Cos my cousin deleted the wrong things and it when haywire. So i've decided to change it to a simpler one.
Anw, thanks sooo much for ya help =DDDDD
Emo-ing
Seriously, i thk ytd's talk is one tt make me thk of my past movemts. We shld act accordingly instead of doing things on our own wish. Prioritise the gals well-being instead of interest!!! tt's the most impt thing tt we shld be when we are down on parade to help out!!! =D Anw, itz time to notify every1 abt it to prevent any miscommunications.
Omg!!! Wad's actually gg on in my mind??!!! why izzit tt whenever i'm stoning, u will enter and seems to distract!!! itz like totally out of the box to have u appearing into my mind (super no link). Don't u belong to others and yet itz happening!!! I cant believe it myself =XXX (haiz).
Anw, i thk me and jm are facing e exactly same situation!! Both our phone inbox are flooded by "---" Itz obvious tt some pple juz don get the meaning of it. They are lyk stone that will remain the same and oxidise aft time -_-'''jm: we shall try and escape on sat if itz possible and get the others to march!!! lol =DD
Terrible Night
damn it!! hate fever and itz like 39.5 degrees. WTH lah!! super no link cos i was enjoying myself at marina wif frenx and dere came the fever!!! it make me knocked out lyk ard 1am which is lyk still too early to slp!!!! lol.
I HATE MY COM!!! Itz giving me damn hell lots of prob!! i cant sign in when my email and ps are correct in IE7. when i changed to mozilla, everythg when well. Gave up totally on my pc!!! thk itz time for me to smashed it!! =P
Gg over to cousin's hse soon. shall use her com instead at least it wun be giving me stupid probs lyk my irritating pc!!! Cant wait to see my niece who's lyk soo cute and look exactly like her brother!!! She's onli 1 mth 3 days??? further updates ltr!! am pissed wif e stupid pc!!! =XXXX
misunderstandings do happen and i'm used to it. things arent gg to happen betwn me and others, so rest assured to be fine =DDLabels: aimlessly wondering in the air
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Never let one affect ur feelings!!!!
Today is the day i officially blog abt stuff, which is lyk out of a sudden. Things happened and pple are making their blogs private, SO AM I =DDD
The outing was funny!!! Took pics and had long chats as well. Food we make were also finished by the few of us (glad tt they like it). Wondering who the few were? itz actually val, jm, junie randy and me!!!!! Had this so called picnic or dinner (wad shld i call it???) along marina bay enjoying the sea breeze. Time seems to fly pass when i'm wif em. itz lyk we onli sat dere for less than an hr, but the fact was itz actually more than 2 hrs (inclusive of e walk & photos).
Journey home sucks!!! I hate my MUM!! she's lyk biased towards my younger bro, who's always out wif frenx till late night. For me, aft 10, she'll start bombarding me wif phone calls!!! IT'S NOT FAIR!!!! A deal for a deal. We came to a compromise that the curfew ll starts at 11.30pm but today, she spoilt my mood =XXXXX
