It's too late; too late to regret

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Starting to hate myself more and more. :(

Recently i'm always paranoid with myself and i've mood swing very very often.
Maybe i'm just wasting too much time thinking about nonsense.
Some things appeared and it really traumatize me that i kept myself thinking about it.
Thou i was assured that nothing will happened but still, i'm very very afraid deep down.
Wild tots kept running inside my mind.
It's really torturing.
I was told.
She isn't worth the time and effort that i spent on her.
I felt hurt, really really hurt.
Wadever that happens, i've never wanted to leave her alone.
Somehow she's trying to push me away, idk why. :(
Wadever is it.
I shall be a little thick skin!
I'm going to say this now.
Wadever that happens, i wouldn't leave you at all.
If you choose to push me aside, i've got nothing to say.
I will do as said BUT i will always be there.
Anything that happened please say!!
Seeing you like that it hurts alot! :'(
Invisible but still i'm there always!!
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