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♥♥♥ Loves!! ♥♥♥
|Girl Guides Singapore|
|NDP'08|
|NDP'09|
|NDP'09 P&C|
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♥♥♥ BBQ GANG!! ♥♥♥
|Casandra|
|Cordelia|
|Emily|
|HuiShan|
|Jeano|
|Joanne|
|LiRu|
|Natalie Sim|

♥♥ Guides ♥♥
|Cheri|
|Crystal|
|Erica|
|Elizabeth|
|Erlin|
|Gabrielle|
|Haien|
|Heather|
|Jasmine|
|Liwei|
|Melissa|
|Priscilla|
|Regina|
|Shin Mun|
|Suhailah|
|Vivian|
|Wei Wen|
|Wing Tong|
|Ying Tian|
|Yuan Yiing|
|Yuri|

♥♥ Cousins ♥♥
|Esther|
|Hui Hui|
|Xiao Li|

♥ Bukit View ♥
|Janice|
|Jing Ying|
|Jing Wei|
|Keat Ling|
|Stanley.S|
|Wee Sheng|
|Wee Yang|

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Credits
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DO NOT REMOVE
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Zipped.

Shutting myself out, i feel lost. I can't help. :( Things reached the stage whereby i can't even voice it out. Found out certain things, i can't bring myself to say it out. I decided to keep things to myself, it may be a form of silent torture to myself but i guess is the best way out.

The realization of certain things make me dumbfounded. I'm lost. Totally lost in a foreign world. The darkness is scary. The cold freeze me. The pain hounds me wherever i go. I need to voice out, but i can't.

I failed myself every single thing. Numbing is the best way out but still, too long numbness will make you immune that you don even sense the numbness. I need reliever! I need to clear my lungs!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.!!! This shows how useless and redundant i am!!

It totally sucks!!