Saturday, October 17, 2009
To You
Things may have come to the worst as expected but i just want you to know, we'll have to pull it thru the hardest period.
I was at fault; i caused it all to happen.
I'm sorry once again.
I don plead for forgiveness as i know its hard.
I don pester as i know its irritating.
For now, all i'm asking for is you to take good care of yourself!!
I don need things in return.
You taking care of yourself living happily with your friends is the best return that you can give.
As read, suicidal thots brushed passed your mind.
Same things happened exactly to me in the middle of the night; every single night.
If you read this, take it as i beg you; plead you.
DO NOT DO ANYTHING WRONG DUE TO YOUR IMPULSE.
If anything really happens to you, i will NEVER forgive myself!
Not trying to threaten you or anything but truly, i still treasure you as a friend; a companion rather.
I really don wish to see things happening to you due to me.
I'm sorry once again!!
Please live happily!!
That's the best return.
Loves.