Friday, October 2, 2009
Reminisce
Recalling back then on how we met. It a long long story. Wasn't really that close to you initially. However, you choose me out of the so many people to relate your problems to. Really happy that i was the one you could confide in. Upon hearing the happenings, the past was brought back to me. Never really affect much at the initial stage as 'j' was locked up. Worried for you when wild tots ran in your mind.
Happenings and happenings showered on me endlessly within a short period of time without a pause. Didn't really wanted to bother you back then but you rendered a helping hand. The pourings on me definitely brought u sufferings as well. Wild tots of ending everything putting a full stop to it seems hard. Couldn't bear the pain yet again. The piercing feeling running in me is enuf to kill me thoroughly.
You assured me that nothing major's going to happen. Somehow i still felt lost. Lost in the midst of no where. Aimlessly wondering. Nagged and scolded for thinking too much over useless stuff but still, it couldn't stop. I'm SORRY! I hurt myself yet again.
This post isn't a way to make you regret certain actions. Neither is it your fault. SO PLEASE DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF!!. Itz just the weird-ness in me that suddenly came out of no where, putting me in a spot. Nevertheless, am still going to accept whatever that comes in the way.
(I know you would be blaming yourself after reading this. You really don have to!! I blogged and posted it as a reminder for myself. It's really not your fault. So PLEASE DO NOT BLAME YOURSELF!!)
Thanks one and all for everything that you'll have done.
May all the sufferings come to an end.
Live life to the fullest. Enjoy life!! That's the best you could help.
(L)
Goodbye.
