Friday, October 23, 2009
Numbness???
'My prescence just makes others unhappy! Wad for carry on with life??'
Happened to bump onto this somewhere and it pretty well reminded me of myself and my presence.
I really dread my presence on earth. I make people suffering. I'm under going no less sufferings either. I guess that's the retribution that i get? Blame myself for my own cause! I deserved it all!! No blamings and no rantings will be done to others.
Certain facts are still not right! I still don see the link to it. It kept me wondering every moment. I really don understand!! Fretting about happnenings when i'm not buzzing myself with work.
Lots of work to be done yet nothing is done. I hate myself for being who i am now and i hate myself for wad i've done. I truly dunno what's going to happen to me sooner or later. It simply sucks. That describes it all.