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Friday, October 16, 2009

Numbness???

Numbing myself from the real world outside. It seems easy yet hard. For a short period of time, its easy. For a long period of time, its extremely hard. Pretending to be a person that i aren't, its hard. Guess the best way of numbing would either be self mutilation if not to drink. Drink till drunk is the best way out. Self mutilation hurts much but soon, it will be numbness when done repeatedly. 2 pretty good options for me to choose. Remaining in a sober state, i feel down. Really really down to the extend of nasty thoughts brushing pass me. Should i go ahead with it??