Thursday, October 22, 2009
No title.
I'm sorry if i've yet make you angry again. I must be sick in the mind. My words sounds harsh but i really don mean it. I really trying hard to forgive myself. Really really hard. Saying is easy; action is hard. I'm sorry if i failed the task. :'(
To Cordelia, Joanne & HuiShan,
I'm sorry i choose to shut myself out. I know you all are concerned about me but i really cant help. Certain things aren't as easy to say it out. Or rather i have yet to accept the fact of it happening. I guess i need time. Wad more do i really need is numbness. Numbing myself is the best option out i guess? No way left. Time being the only remedy now that can heal me. I must be a super baddie that makes you all worry for me that much. Thanks for the concern. I'm really sorry once again. Pardon me. :'(