It's too late; too late to regret

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Keeping silence.

I have decided. From now onwards, i'm not going to utter a single thing, i'm not going to utter a single word. Everything shall move in a silent precision motion. I've decided to keep my mouth shut unless required. I wouldn't utter a single nonsense. Things have come to this stage, it's my only solution out. I cant help. I'm useless. I rather suffer everything silently even thou i really yearn for a companion. Nvm. Wad's done cannot be undone. Shall just cont with my 'indulgence' of the piling workload that i had.

2 days; 48 hours. I slept 8 hours or maybe even lesser. Down with fever and flu but i choose to ignore. Brave front shown. No one realised so i just ignore. Not seeking attention. Guess ignoring it is the best way ever. You may think is crazy but for me no. Its called numbing. Numbing your body sensitivity from the happenings. Not a bad idea either.

Tmr is yet another day. 7am out and house and late late return. I guess is yet another less den 6 hours sleeping night. Down with fever, flu and headache. No medications taken. I shall see how long it can last me. 1 day? 2 days? or a week? That's the best way out!