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Friday, October 2, 2009

It's hard; truthfully hard!

Trying my best to distract my attention away from things;
It seems like an easy task like i always told myself.
Having to try it once and again;
I failed myself for the task.

Couldn't help, couldn't control;
Nasty thoughts brushed past within a moment.
Wasn't in the clarity state of mind;
On the verge of action, i stopped myself.
Wondering and pondering;
Many many things came across.
Trying to stop myself in the middle of a silent night;
I failed yet again.

Overcome by numbness;
I never felt the pain.
Recalling the past;
I questioned myself yet again.
Worth the sacrifice;
I hurt myself times beyond.

Trying hard to stop it all;
It appears as a never-ending storyline.
Tortured and traumatized;
Bear the sufferings yet alone.
All i could is to pray for miracles.