It's too late; too late to regret

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Emotionless

I sense it coming. Yet i still fear the truth. I dare not ask for an ans. I felt the fear of losing. The surge of fear is worst than the fear of death! I sense death coming on the way.

Somehow i just choose to remain silent and let everything goes to place itself. I don have the guts to seek and ask for an ans. I fear. I fear the lost of a companion. I fear the lost of a listener. Thou it seems that it had already happened just that i never accept the fact of it.

Short term torture is better den long term torture. Saying is easy, doing is hard. I would rather i suffer den you suffering. It hurt, truly it does. Not going to ask for more. I just pray hard for the better thou its never going to happen AT ALL.

I guess you may be reading this. Don let it affect ur decision if you have already decide. I will respect your decision. It's your choice on whether are you going to tell me about it or not. No doubt, i will still stand by you. That's the best i can give back in return. Not asking for much. If you really choose to end it off, i'm just asking for a --- to bade goodbye.

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