Friday, October 23, 2009
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Down with super bad stomach cramp and headache but i wouldn't blame anyone, ONLY myself.
I guess the paranoid feeling in me isnt going to go till things are solved. Certain things is hard to say out. I really wish for the one fine day to come when i can voice it out. I need to talk. I've wasted my chance for a companion. No one to talk to now. Again, i blame myself and no one else. Shutting out may be the solution i guess??
Nevermind. I shall stop it. Wadever comes in the way, i'll just accept. Suffering in silence seems to be the optimum way out for now.
Sorry to one and all.