Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Still counting
1 mth 5 days; still counting.
Your departure is definitely a hard stab in my heart. Nothing beats you leaving us. Thou its said that your departure stops all ur sufferings but still, the pain in us is definitely unbearable.
Viewing blogs of cousins; realized something common. Everyone of us have yet to put it down. Thou it didn't really happened out of a sudden like hers but still, its rather shocking! You're a well-respected person to everyone of us.
Recalling back then when you were still around. Many found you troublesome as you were bed-ridden. Initial stage i got to agree it was. None of us have actually experience taking care; looking after an elderly lying on bed all the while with feeding by the nose. Nevertheless, we still took the effort to take good care of you. If not because of your initial hospitalization, i doubt our family would be bonded back tgt. (sounds bad but its true)
All i can say now is that we will all rmb you deep inside us. I believe by now you should've alr met up with her. Never would you be forgotten. I guess i still need lots and lots of time to really get over your departure. Itz definitely not an easy task! Not only for me, for the entire 60 members of the family i guess?
Love you always.
Rest In Peace.
