Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Gone!
Now that he's gone, i really felt a pinched in my heart! Having to see him undergo so many sufferings over the past 4 years, itz really a torture! Thou his departure came and shocked me but at least i know, he's with her now! Leaving us makes us all feel sad. Every single one of my fam mems cried at his bed side. The moment i reached, i rushed to him and started tearing! I cant helped! He's just too important to me!!! One good thing was that he left us peacefully! I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!! I BELIEVE YOU WILL BE DEEPLY REMEMBERED IN EVERYONE OF US!! GO WELL AND SAFELY!! I REALLY MISS YOU!!! =(
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I'm really sorry that i've caused u to undergo so much pain and sufferings! i really don wish to!! Too many things happened within a short period of time and itz really hard to accept! Thanks for always standing by me when i needed you so badly! For now, i will tell you that im alright! Nothing will happen to me!!
To YOU! - Promise me not to keep things to yourself! Itz not going to do you anything good! I will always be there when u need me! No matter how busy i am, i will still find time for you!! =) SO PLEASE! SAY THINGS OUT IF U DON FEEL GOOD!! IF I HAPPENED TO REALISE IT MYSELF, I WILL BE VERY VERY SAD!!
(L) DEAREST!!
Thursday, August 13, 2009
o.o
asking myself again and again. izzit really worth the sacrifice??!!
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on the verge.
shld i ???
Monday, August 10, 2009
To th one and only
Thanks for the gifts and the note. I'm really touched by it that i cried! Things can happened and it does affect our lives but just rmb! YOU'RE NOT TROUBLING ME AT ALL!! At times when i needed help, i do know that you're always by my side! It will be the same for me. When u need help, i will definitely be there! =DD Thanks so much for the memories created!! It will always be kept deep down in my heart!! Keep in contact!! Please do take lots of care yeah !! Stay happy always !! Cheers !!
With Loves
Jing Fang =DDD
To Guides from NDP'09 GG Contingent.
Thanks one and all for the memories over the past 5 months! Definitely itz going to be a memorable one!!
To every single one of you, though 09/08/09 marks the end of NDP'09 journey, it also marks the start of another new journey. Everyone of us will be going different ways but please do rmb! WE'RE JUST A CALL OR SMS AWAY FROM EACH OTHER! Do keep in contact with one another! To all of you! Study hard and achieve good grades! All the best for the future endeavours! Stay happy always =D
With Loves!
Jing Fang =D
Happy Birthday Singapore !!!
9th Aug 09
Headed to HQ. Routine check and all. Prepped and headed to holding area. Lunch-ed. Component run. Break!! During the break, guides were making a lot of noise. we were having fun enjoying ourselves singing the national day songs. Thnks to sk, we got a cake to celeb SINGAPORE'S BIRTHDAY as well as the August Birthday babies!! TO ALL, thou i don't know when ur birthday is, i still would like to wish you Happy Birthday!! May all ur wishes come true!! =DD After the singing of birthday song and cake cutting, we presented gifts to the trainers and marshal and carried on with the sing along session again!!
Time to get ready! Guides fall in and uniform check. After which, they move down to walk to the floating platform. Reserves, YAs and POCs stayed at holding area to wait for the cue to go for the city march! Meantime, YAs prepped and separated the things to be given to guides according to buses. By the time we are done, itz almost time to go for the city march. So we all headed and move towards the floating platform tgt with other UGs.
Reached. Waited for the march out. Initially Sir Puru dint allow the YAs to march. HOWEVER, after some consideration, he allowed us in and we (YAs & POCs) marched tgt with the guides for the 3.25km city march!!! The feeling is really awesome !!! City march ended at 8.20pm. The moment we stopped, itz 8.22pm! THE PLEDGE!! Recite the pledge and anthem after it.
Back to holding area, we cheered, rested and gave out goodies! De-briefed and everyone when on separate ways. Thats how it came to an end.
Nevertheless, please rmb!
NDP'09! WE MAKE IT HAPPENED! WOW!!!
Cheers to Guides!! You're all put up an awesome show!! =DDDD
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Speechless?
Seems like these few weeks arent good to me!! Many many many things happened and was really over-stretched till i nearly snapped and burst!! Yet again cos of the same exact person, things repeatedly happened without a pause in the middle. Told to forgive and forget but definitely itz not sth that can be achieved overnight!! Trying hard to do that but the harder i try, the harder it is to forgive and forget!
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Thanks for the company for rotting. i know itz bored but thats what i do usually when im troubled with problems. i know that you're worried but really u don have to. i do know my limits just that i tend to over exhaust myself thats all. I WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF MYSELF!! SO U DON NEED WORRY SO MUCH KKZ??!! I PROMISED!! With loves :D
