Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Overly calm = emotionally unstable
Today is a horrendous day. Got to know the promotion status. when i gotten to know the status, my reaction was overly calm. Itz either the shock or i was alr mentally prepared. Itz always fake to say that i don mind, actually deep down, it matters alot. Many in my class were promoted. Congrats to u guys! Work hard for ur As! Was resisting from tearing but the atmosphere in my cls make it worst =xx couldnt control and i walk out of cls. Eventually, i started tearing outside along the corridor. Comfort and consoles were given. Thanks pple for being by my side den =D Really appreciated it. Cooled down. Enter cls. Happened to witness that Naz was havg fit so went to help out. Nw tt she's fine, hope she take good care of herself. Followed on, went for geog lesson. She looked me in the eyes wanting to knw the results but the feeling really make me feel like crying again but i managed to control =x Thou itz not, but yea, tt the only way. Talked to her and i felt much better. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED U!!!
To stay or to leave??? could any1 enlighten me?? feeling rather bothered abt it =xx having damn damn damn damn bad headache also =xxx
